"That time of the month".

#1 thing about being a girl that annoys me is having "mood swings"? I have to deal with having to fight with myself on whether or not if I'm being too dramatic or if my emotions get out of control to a point where I usually end up breaking down to someone I'm close to most. I get angry, as if they were the red target to the bull. You know what I'm saying?

Anyway.

Yesterday, I knew I was frustrated. But egging me on and on about something doesn't really help. So I take a deep breathe and say "please don't say this and that." Something like that. But they still do it. That irritates me!!! I warned you. So then here comes my anger. Then turn it around, I'm the bad person. So I feel bad. So I beat myself over it. Not only am I mad I'm upset. Then Im just depressed!!

The cycle seems roller coasterish.

So where I'm going with this. I am not on it. Just the moods warn me that it's coming. This is probably the worse part of it.

Emotions = Eats me alive.