Hi.

I haven't really been writing because there isn't really anything going on with me this past month or two. November came up pretty fast though. Thanksgiving Day was very filling. I ended up getting really sick November and the food wasn't helping either because after I got better, something upsetted my stomach for a week or two.

December is here. I set up the Christmas Tree yesterday. I'm probably going to work on putting lights up on the roof either tomorrow or following day.

My PSU account is under suspension. I'm finally putting about $350 in my bank account to fix my -$56. Too much behind that all to why I got negative but I don't really feel like explaining it, plus the fact that I'm getting lazy and I'm going to end this with... -- this year's Christmas, I think it might be a little depressing in my opinion. People forget it's not about gift's. I wish my family could be a family again.

Change is thought to be good but you also leave behind a lot that actually made sense and meant something. You go out of your way to get what you want most and forget number one priority that was around you since birth. Parents maybe something you avoid a lot growing up... but as you get older you realize there was a reason why they probably spanked you, or scolded you. If you didn't get any of that growing up I see no discipline, nor do I see you respect yourself or the people around you. Therefore you grow up selfishly and things around you probably fall apart quicker if you aren't cautious of yourself.

I don't know where I'm going with this.

I'm just... "tired" is all. VERY TIRED. VERY IMPATIENT.

P.S. I watched Man, Woman, and the wall. Go watch it.