Blog Post: When the past sneaks up on you.

Just making a quick post since it's been a while.
My ex recently came in contact with me.
Pretty much said a lot of things I shouldn't have heard.
I'm hurt, and pist all at once.

But you know.
Those 7 months I've been hurting...
Hearing all that...
It was worth it.

The truth hurts.
But the truth has made me stronger.

I'll always have love for him.
I'll always have this sense of care for him.
But I refuse to let him take away what I have left.

I'm saving it for someone else
that will cherish it more than he did.

He tells me... he didn't realize what he had.
I realized what I had.
Just sucks when 2 people can't see eye to eye.

Lesson learned.
I'm moving the fuck on.

Just because I wasn't as pretty or
because I wasn't 'skinny'.
(It just hurts alot that you look for those things)

Just shows that a person with heart
was something really needed in a relationship.

And now look at you,
your falling apart,
and dare cry in my face
and expect open arms.

I forgive you...
but I won't forget it...

So I hope things turn out for the best for you.

I'd like to live my life stress free.
I don't want a confusing relationship.
I want to love hard.
And cry because I am IN LOVE.
And not cry because YOU DON'T LOVE ME.

NON-PERSONAL POST / UPDATE >>
Got a new 'collection / haul' coming.
I ordered Red Cherry Lashes
& some MAC cosmetics (my first time!)
I'm looking forward to it.

LoTD >>

I used mostly Beauties Factory e/s(s)
UDPP
Loreal felt tip liner in Carbon black
iDP False eyelashes (Korean brand)
Maybelline for face products
Revlon lipstick in Nude atittude

Note: I kind of want to thin my eyebrows more
w/some angle/arch, should I do it?
I grown them out alot.
Only thing I do is use this E.L.F. eyebrow fill in thing.